And now here is an alleged Russian woman who contacted me after seeing the profile that I don't have on any internet dating site who also assumes that I am a male. Here is the letter from yet another scammer: Hello, my friend. Prior to leaving, eat a good healthy meal to put a lining on your stomach if you are going to be drinking.A couple of hours before you leave, put on some music that you are likely to hear in the topless clubs. People with Dystonia know how much stress can destroy you. It doesn't mean I won't work hard, but I have to be careful. I can't explain in words what it feels like to watch these incredible people do incredible things (real estate) and wish that was you. What if that sick person happens to be a single mom as well? Everyone has SOMETHING so on some level we are all connected through out brokenness, yours just may look a little different than mine and I am willing to put mine out there for the world with the hope I may receive just one single email from someone else hurting who needs a friend. Don't go out tonight and rest instead so you don't pay for it later."Personal life...anyone ever accepted someone with a progressive, incurable neurological disorder?"I am a single mother with five children." As if that is a lure? The profile titles as "I am tired of games," "No games, no drama," "This site sucks" etc. Here and there, you do see a female who appears normal. If the profiles are truthful, they are generally nurses or some sort of management. It is not a surprise that most take no pride in their appearance and make no effort to make a good impression. I am of the view if someone does not take pride in their appearance, they don't take pride in anything else in their life either.I did a search on age 36-52 out of morbid curiosity. I was shocked at how aged from in their mid and late 40s looked.
The grind, the crazy hours put in, the stress and fires to put out... I don't know how to get past wondering what and who I could have been and what I could have done with my life had I not gotten sick at the age of 17. I'm pissed some days and other days I'm just grateful I can do what I can do. Oh the negative feedback I get..knife right to the heart. 8 years later and I'm finally ready to meet someone and it's not happening, not for a lack of trying. And letting it be down that it's ok to be weak sometimes. I am a complicated person and I think a lot of people with Dystonia don't feel understood and probably feel complicated as well. I was put on this earth to share and be myself and contribute what I can-so here I am, contributing. Keep the emails coming-we are in a very exclusive club and support and love is the only way to get through it.The purpose of this is to get you in the mood for the topless club scene.Also, you need to prepare your subconscious mind for meeting and picking up topless dancers. Make yourself a drink and sit down in your favorite easy chair, sofa, recliner, etc. Nach einer im Underground vielbeachteten EP namens “Necheshirion” (2013) veröffentlichte die Band mit “Hallelujah! MÄRZ 2018HAMBURG / MARKTHALLEATLANTEAN KODEX - DEAD KOSMONAUT - DEGIAL - GEVURAH - MAGGOT HEART - SAVAGE MASTER - SOLSTICE - SOURCE - SPELL - THE FOG - THE WIZARDS - ULTHA - UNIVERSE217 - VENENUM - VISIGOTH & more Eine der spannendsten Black-Metal-Bands Kanadas schickt sich an zu ihrem Live-Debüt in Europa: GEVURAH aus dem schwarzmetallischen Epizentrum Montreal, Quebec, sind ein um Livemusiker erweitertes Kernduo, deren Frontmann X. bereits als Drummer von Cauchemar auf europäischen Bühnen zu sehen war.